I have so much I want to write about but so little time to do it, but if I don’t, well, you know, my brain expands exponentially and then at some point it implodes and I forget everything, literally everything, and this world ceases to exist as we know it, so I have to do another system flush, I hope that I get to flush at least once a week.
OK, I am going to brag about my power of foresight again. Here, these are today’s news: Wii confirmed to be only 1.5 times more powerful than the Gamecube, if thats even a generous number. You get what you paid for, and you know what you paid for won’t last. Here’s what I said last week. Forget people who say graphics don’t matter. These are poeple who refuse to embrace the future. And another of today’s news, Google tesing “My World” later for launch. My world is essentially something like 2nd Life, here’s what I said last month. In order to take over the future world, Google has to own the metaverse, Googleverse? The only thing to do is purchase something like 2nd Life, WOW, or create their own competition.
I read this book called the Secret accidentally. Accidentally meant well I was at someone’s house accidentally watching the pilot eipsode of Bionic Woman on cable, and accidentally I saw this book so I skimmed thru a few chapters while I was half-paying attention to the show. If I had to read during a TV show, it says a lot about the show, so I do not want to talk about it. As for the book, is a book I far from recommend it. In fact I here by declare war to anyone who believe in this load of crap. The person who got rich off this idea should die, and those who believe her should perish from my positive thinking. Read the Amazon Reviews here, yes the reviews are more entertaining than the book. What is it about, it is a self-help book that encourages positive thinking, by literally disregarding every physical law that make up this world. I’ll give a few examples here what the book said (and please do the world a favor and don’t buy the book). It doens’t matter what you eat, if you keep an image of what you want to look like, you can never get fat. So basically all the obese people who have problem don’t want to look thin, right? And people who goes on a diet / exercise is wasting time? Better yet, if you drive to the mall and have a positive thought about getting a parking space, viola, there will be one right there in front of you. People who gets frustrated not being able to find a space is because they carry with them negative energy. What a load of horse crap is this? If there are 10 spaces and 15 people looking to park, 5 people won’t be able to park, I think that is the basic law of the world. Sure I always say that our minds shape the universe. But it isn’t 1 person’s mind that shape the universe (though I’d like to believe that’s me), even in quantum physics, that 15 people searching for 10 parking spaces coverge to exist at that time, even if their minds created the mall and the parking spaces, their viewpoints still give them no free space, because you can’t violate the observer phenomenon — and that this universe must make sense according to the rules we know. The book gets better, it talks about the law of attraction, not the attraction you are thinking about, but the power to attract disaster onto themselves. It says that people who are on a plane crash all have negative thoughts to cause the plane crash. Should I stop talking about the book here? I can’t. Take Fate and random events out of the question, many events need to collide for an accident to happen (like turbulence, tornado), certainly not negative thoughts, even if I agree that negative thoughts tend to make a person more prone to bad things because they expect it, and not to mention, people who gets on a plane buys the ticket in advance, at different times. Even if you can prove that 90% of plane crash victoms are at that moment having their mid-life crisis, what about the rest of the 10%? Who can they blame it on but fate? Anyway, I will stop complaining about the damn book here. On to other things.

Damages, the best TV drama lately. I cannot rave about it anymore than I can, with awesome acting and a lot of twists, okay I am a sucker for twists. Glen Close is awesome in her role as a devious yet brilliant lawyer, and the protagonist of the movie (geez what’s her name?) well innocent and naive and her job and relationship with her mentor changes her. The relationship here reminds me somewhat of Devil Wearing Prada, of the mentor apprentice relationship but of course, without the dark twists. Damages isn’t anything like Unfair, but like Damages, in Unfair, the protagonist can trust nobody, basically everyone has an agenda of his/her own and there’s always a twist ending in a betrayal. The movie was just out, it isn’t anything as good as the TV show, but it’s worth watching, if it isn’t just for 篠原凉子, who is gorgeous for that particular role. The next show I like is Burn Notice, and it reminds me a lot of McGuyver, in many good ways.
I think I stopped thinking emotionally about the world at some point, but try to use economic standards and theory of evolution to explain everything. Its not like I have become and uncaring and emotionless human being, its just there is an answer for everything, pretty much everything, but sometimes the world hide it from us, and it does a very good job of it, so you have to stand and view the world as a economist / scientist / engineer / creative writer / free thinker / philosopher.
I thought about changing jobs, because I don’t think I am paid enough. I often say I am paid both too much and too little. I am not paid enough for what I can do, but I am quite overpaid for the amount of hours I spend on actual working. I had a discussion with friends the other time. The one thing you should learn in your first job, is that hard work don’t pay off. The right way to work is to work smart. People don’t get rewarded for their hardwork. Consultants go into another company and try to change the world, and you start to realize it doesn’t pay for you to want to finish 2 months of work in 1 month. Nobody wants you to do it. Your client don’t want you to be there because you improving things mean more corporate people are laid off or they have to spend less time on a task that would take them longer, and they want it to take longer. Your boss don’t want you to be quick because well you are charged by the hour and get paid 1/10 of it, and essentially if you don’t do crap for the whole day, your employers are more than happy to get 10x the amount of profit you don’t work for. The lesson here is if you work for somebody, your hardwork don’t pay off. The people who kiss ass gets promoted, and thats life. If you want to work hard, start a business on your own so your fate is entirely in your hands. Well I didn’t really want to talk about how I don’t try to work hard, but I am still good at what I do, so even when I do get paid sometimes just doing my own things, I can still get paid more not doing anything, that’s why we went to school. That leads me to talk about market value, getting a new job means evaluating your market value.
I think a job interview is very like a first date (though I hate the former more than the latter), you present an illusion of your own market value and try to make a fair trade. If you know anything about trading, is that trading is never fair, everyone may be happy but somebody is always better off. I think relationship can be broken down to this trading market value elements, okay I know, I am disregarding everything emotional about relationship and try to explain it with math, but math explains everything, the fact is that nobody wants to be with someone who they dont believe to be a fair trade. And by market value of a person, I take into accout Apperance (this counts more for females but its still somewhat a factor for guys), Education / Income level, and that is why we often improve ourselves, and go to school, or start a company, buy a new car, this is how society works. As time moves forward, market value of a person changes, and people become mismatched because they longer think it is a fair trade, like me with my current job, or people around me with their current situation / relationship. I see a guy who doesn’t want to get married because he says he is not financially ready, of course later he dumps the girl, because becamse successful, what was a fair trade before turns rotten, Girl leaves guy for another guy, or prospect of another guy, after she attends more school and go to work, same idea. Like I often go to a starbucks at my lunch hour, and the girls who serve me coffee know my name and what I order, and we chat sometimes, and they would ask me what I do for a living and other things, whatever I say seem to fascinate them (and yes they even ask me how much I make). And no, I am not interested in them, because, well, the market value just don’t match. And by that I meant their attractiveness don’t really compensate for their social status. Sure maybe there are some really hot waitress who think I am not a fair trade to them, because billionares want them as much as I do. Will I ever date a girl from a lower social status, yes, of course, but in order it to be fair, she has to be attractive, just like I can pretty much date a very averge looking college-educated individuals who can talk about many things with me. Thats the trade-off in life. I may sound cruel and shallow but in fact, thats really how the world works. You see non attractive guy with a very attractive girlfiend, they are rarely from the same social ladder, and the reverse apples to the old hag who marries the young handsome stud. What happens in Knocked Up doesnt really happen in real life, though its a good message to the average joe, but in the movie, I can see her getting knocked up happening because he was pretty funny, but I could not see the relationship sustaning becasue he’s basically the bottom feeder of society. In fact he could not afford to go anywhere they went. But what happens in SuperBad, is in fact realistic to a certain degree, which is also why I love the film so much. Yes in the movie, the geeks/nerds whatever you call them are of a lower social ladder than the hot girls (and yes thats how cruel the American Society is), and theres no way they could get them unless they level the playing field. In order to “level up” their class status, and offer a fair trade, they have to do what the higher class couldn’t get, by producing a fake ID and get alchohol while even the cool dudes could not, and McLovin here of course highly level up his charisma by faking to be a bad-ass hacker criminal. If you notice anything here its never really about their apperance but their place in the social heirachy of the world. Of course they got the girls just by being themselves at the end, but the underlying message of it all is that, well others don’t think you can provide something of a equal or higher market value, they are not going to spend the time to get to know the real you (they will not negotiate and trade with you). This is why we work hard (or I mean work smart) right? There is an answer to everything.